my dear brother .:soto:.

......as soon as i said my farewell to you and left, i broke inside, i felt the emotions inside me break apart, and tears started streaming down my face, and i for the first time...i had lost something more, more then a lover i had lost, it..was like loseing everything then it was destroyed in your face....dear brother... im so sorry.....im so sorry i had to tear appart our friendship, it ment so much to me....i felt as if i had died inside.... you were always there for me...and i was always there for you....we shared so many things,even forms...we've been through tough times...we've gone through so much........i cant belive i've thrown it all away.........cinder....i'll miss you..please....forgive me...forgive me for ruining our friendship....forgive me for turning against you......i ask for forgiveness that i clearly dont deserve...and i doubt i'll ever get it....so with this my brother....i end my time as a hero ...and i end my time as your friend....and begin my time as your enemy........and brother...this is the last wish i have.....i promise not to die,..and if i were to die...it should be by your hand.......

---soto's side---