a short story

somme parts are stolen from someone else's backstory XD sowwy!!!

.....it...was a long time ago....a long while before i met ether of you...i was on my own for awhile...and i ened up on the streets of some city.....homeless,lost and confused about who or what i was, i was beaten nearly to death at times because of being homeless, ...one day i wounded up uncousious in an ally i could remeber what had happened, but the people who were beating down on me were dead, but i was very injured and i couldnt move too much....a girl named Lira had found me there and helped me get medical attention, after telling her my name and why i was there and what i thought had happend she took me into her home...as time went on, we began to fall in love with each other,...so we started dateing, we were together for at least a year, then these people had started watching me where ever i was, i didnt see them all the time but i could sence them....watching, ...me and lira had been talking about it, and shruged it off,  a few months later we were to get engaged*(dunnohowtospellit)*...a day later we went out, and the people who had ben watching me finally attacked, the went after me and Lira, and put me almost near death when i protected her, and thats when i finally lost it, i killed all of the hostile stalkers....but..it seems that i was satified,i looks at Lira, and i've never seen her look so scared in her life, all i did was laugh....it scared me...i felt like i was turning into some monster..and i was,...she backed away and i pulled out knife that i had gotten from the attackers, and i stabed her, i stabed her to death, i could hear her screams telling me to stop, but i couldn't all i could do was watch as this monster that had taken me over kill her in front of my own eyes....i screamed for it stop i deprately tried to gain my control back and once i regained myself ...i cried.....and tolde her i was sorry....and her last words were...."i still love you"......she smiled softly...then she died.......i watched every second of her death...i can never forgive myself..........